endometriosis is still very much a part of my life. It no longer controls my life but there are still times it takes me out for a few days. I resorted to Low dose Pain meds to get me through a few rough days. I also seem to have a major issue with ovarian cysts that are rather painful. Recently I noticed I have a mass growing again that's been causing me some minor discomfort. It's right on my incision line on the left side. I hate to suspect it to be another endo mass but I can't help wondering. Like before it has dimpled in the scar as it pulls inward. My doctor didn't want to even put me through more surgery in the past b/c he was so afraid that it might herniate the scar. This obviously left me to feel rather anxious and upset several yrs ago. I just can not allow the past to haunt me. I guess it's time to make a appointment to get it checked out. I have always refused to use lupron and that's not changed. I've been battling with high blood pressure as well so I'm just not too trusting of hormone pills of any kind. I guess time will tell where this leads me to. I know I can not live in pain either.